Why did Everything Happen

Trying something a little different. I have attached the link for the music. Turn it on while reading this excerpt. Think you will like it. It really does shoe the state of mind I was struggling with back in 95.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mu11QRO9BrQ

Part I: Larry

Fall, 1995: All the children have gone to Kansas. The company is dying a slow death. There is no one to turn to. No one comes over. The house is empty. Loneliness and despair are too heavy a burden to bear. There is nothing to live for. Failure is the only word that provides comfort. The only way out is suicide. It would be so easy, so easy to do . . . There is nothing to offer anyone. Yet, there is one question. What would the children think?